While we were naming and numbering our resolutions, he suggested that we write them down on a piece of poster board. It took me a couple of days, but I drew up a nice little list that we can put up to remind us of the things we're gonna do this year.
You can see the gonnas made it a la the overcoming fears resolution. While I feel like I'm in the process of kicking off the other four resolutions before and after it, I'm afraid I'm a little stuck on that pesky (and very important) number four.
See, I just can't force myself to call the dentist. I keep prolonging the process by double, triple, QUADRUPLE checking the list I have, making sure that I'm solid in my choice of dentist. I keep saying "Oh, I'm DEFINITELY going with that one for sure," only to reneg when I start feeling anxious about what comes AFTER I make the appointment. I really just need to shake the shit out of myself, "Spaced" style.
I NEED to go to the dentist to feel better. I NEED to stop worrying about things that might not even happen. I NEED to have that awesome post-teeth cleaning feeling in my mouth. I NEED to call one of these dentists before the end of this week, or else I'm gonna need an intervention... or ya know, just get J to put the phone in my hand and make me call.
I promise to have some uplifting/funny entries this week while I'm trying to get this stuff done. I'll be back Friday to let you know if I made progress on this latest gonna!
